crying my heart out

you made me cry
u brought me into this situation
it's all your fucking fault
i hate you
my life was so happy before i met you and u had to come in and ruin it
u're nothing more than an arrogant bastard; a selfish, self-centred arrogant bastard
to hell with u and all your lies
i'm sick of it and i'm not taking it anymore
u dont deserve me; i'm too good for u
one thing i'm sure of, i deserve a better civilized guy and he's out there waiting for me!
deep down my heart, this is how i feel abt u right now
i'm writitng this so everyone will know what kind of person u are

wehee~

Whatta long day I've had. Slept for like 3 hours last night and been surviving on V energy drink for the past 2 days. But heck, check out the website below, babe. Hahahaha I won the photo competition yo~

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single me

Heya guys,

How's it going? Life's been superbly hectic for me lately.

First, mid term is finally over. Gosh what a relief! I almost turned into a nerd.

Secondly, I had THREE 19th celebrations. Yeah, you read that right - THREE! Why three? I just felt like it.

Thirdly, apparently, not only is mid term over, my relationship's over too. I wasn't taking the break up too well but then with the support and encouragement from all my lovely friends out there, I manage to live my life as usual and keep going on. You guys are great. I don't know how I would be if it wasn't for all you peeps. I love you guys to death! Having friends like you guys is such a blessing.

Fourthly, the weather here in NZ has been misbehaving lately. All the wind storms and sudden snow really brought things up-side-down. The winds were recorded going at 80km/h. Some spring I'm having here.

Now, this has to be the best news ever.... Dudes, I'm coming back home! Whee~ Nahh not forever but for like a month. I so can't wait to see everyone I love again. It's been a year. Damn how did I survive?? Also, I can cook! Yes, I can. Goddamn I cook real good food. Guess that's what happens when I get sent away from home 20 days before turning 18~

Just in case y'all forgot how I look like, here's a pic of me currently :)

Oh and hey, happy moon cake festival youse. Seriously, I finally managed to find a shop that sells moon cakes. Shit yeah. The lady is a grumpy old granny-like Chinese woman who makes these stuff herself I suppose. She's always frowning she's got all those ugly wrinkles all over her face. Yuck. Smile, bitch! Oh who gives a shit. I have a choice of like only 5 different moon cakes to choose from and one moon cake costs like RM17. That's the shit man. I'm like living in heaven...

Yeah right!

i love shopping

Alright guys,

Listen up. Here's the deal. I don't have time to update my blog. So as a treat, I added more links to my fashion mania section for all you girls who love shopping. Those places are where I shop. So for all you people who worship me and dread to be like me, start shopping like I do OK.

Do the right thing and start shopping!

Malaysia v NZ

While the Malaysian Prime Minister is interviewed during massive conferences where all the paparazzi is around and all the tight security and the national media surrounding them with all pressure on the Prime Minister as everything he says or does will have an immediate affect on the public and immediately be published in the national newspaper, here in NZ, the Prime Minister is interviewed while literally fishing with his son in Rotorua??

Oh look, his son just caught a fish and everyone is so proud.

Ok ok I'm watching it live right now and his son is still young - that's why everyone is so proud of him.

Why is it so relaxed over here?? The Prime Minister is talking abt NZ and the FTA treaty signed between Malaysia, Indonesian and the Philippines last year and suddenly the topic changes to abt fishing? ISH!!

I know u ppl must be going "what the hell is FTA?"

Well FTA stands for Free Trade Agreement and yes, it's always an opportunity to sign a FTA treaty with countries such as Malaysia, Indonesia, China and Indonesia. Looking from a business point of view, these Asian countries are amongst the most stable Asian countries and have heaps to offer :)

It's my duty to know as a business student

from Malaysia to New Zealand

Moments ago, I got a phone call from my darling mum. We were chatting as girls do. She took my lil sister Nisha out and gave me a call from where she was. As cheeky as can be, Nisha went out of sight. Mummy got worried but seriously, I could still hear Nisha screaming and laughing in the background. While searching for Nisha and on the phone with me at the same time, mummy was like "Where is Nisha?". Seriously! Mum, I'm all the way near the South Pole! Like hello?? So I took a wild guess "Lemme think, in Malaysia maybe?" and mum was like "No" whoa wait a minute did mummy subtly sneak out of Malaysia? Then she went "We're at the jetty".

"Mummy!!! You're all the way in Malaysia and you're asking me where Nisha is? What? I control the satellite and track everything you do or something?"

That was all I had to say to her. Seriously, she makes me laugh. She doesn't have to try. She's just funny the way she is.

DJ General Lee

Thursday Uni Night
DJ General Lee
and
Palmerston North resident DJ

It was so kewl. Malbas had invited guest DJs. They completely changed the interior for that night. The club was packed as hell. The heat was intensed. and...God the music was insane. I loved it so much! The whole bunch of IPC's suckers for parties were there. And that includes me. Godamn he was good, that DJ General Lee. He does dj-ing for MOS. He's got awesome remixes. I can't remember when was the last I so refused to leave the club. Everyone was crazy.

Although it was a Thursday night, I still managed to go to my 9am class on Friday morning.